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Choices

February 6, 2014

(A look at a bad day in retrospect…Choices

We all decide how we react to and feel about the things and people around  us. Choose wisely!)

Choices:

It’s late tonight, as I go over the day…

I think of all the things I coulda, shoulda, woulda, but actually did say.

Like that moment I was mad over things that I could not control…

and my decisions were not okay.

Later there was that moment I had no confidence, put on an act, and acted like a fool

I shoulda gave you love in a moment like that…

but I let you walk away.

I let the negative in

…and it sent my life into a spin.

Now my life is a mess.

It woulda been so much better if the boss had not walked in…

I might still have a job if I hadn’t said all those things

…I “JUST HAD TO” say.

Instead I made choices,

bad ones at that…

even silence might not have been a note so flat.

Now I AM where I’m at…

with more things to choose

…and tomorrow IS a new day.

But if I’m honest with myself did I not already have…

choices?

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4 Comments leave one →
  1. February 6, 2014 11:12 am

    From one day to the next, we adjust, what is judged as true/right one moment shifts it’s spectrum, gives us further reason , to our minds, to hope for more, want for more and be dissapointed too. x
    (Lovely to see you back here again. 🙂 ) xPenx

    • February 6, 2014 5:10 pm

      Thank you so much Lady P! I have miss you as well. I had a very hard road and a lot to overcome to get back to this point but I’m back! I have visted your page a hand full of times but as I did it looked as though you might have been taking a break as well? What ever the reason I am thankful that you are okay and that I can see you now! I welcome you to join me on facebook if you would like. I share a lotof things there that give more depth than just my words. This is me : https://www.facebook.com/stuart.steele.79 Take care and thank you for dropping by, it’s a pleasure to see you!!!

      • February 6, 2014 5:15 pm

        You’re so right, I took a long break, needed to rechanrge my batteries, but returned, WordPress seems to have a pull for me. I have a Facebook page but hardly visit or update on there , so I hope to see you more through your writings on here. ‘twould be a future pleasure to look forward too. xxx

        • February 6, 2014 9:15 pm

          I’ll write as I can and have some things spinning in my mind that need said! But I have started chainsaw sculpting again. I’m also building firearms and trying to make t a very painful thing for workman’s compensation insurance companies to be able to starve out claimants by initial denial and nonresponse. It is costing one company a huge penalty RIGHT NOW! So I’m successful but tempered and working on the others. I have posted many of these other aspects of my life on Facebook along with positive thoughts. and I will visit you very soon as well…when I can thoroughly enjoy you all to myself as a pleasure to unravel my mind and take my on a trip through yours! Have a great evening Lady P!

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